It’s been several weeks since I wrote a new blog post. I’ve been sick, quite sick, and we found out that it’s mono. Several of our girls have it, too, so our exciting summer plans have been replaced with quiet sick days in the living room together. At least we can be together! I am thankful for my kids!
However, I just don’t have the energy to write long Bible studies. It takes more out of me than I have at the moment.
I lie in bed in the morning and think about what I could write. I have a lot of ideas! Then I actually get up. 🙂
Here are some of my ideas, and if Yah wills, I will write on these later this summer:
- How do we obey the Torah without a Temple?
- How to have unity
- Priorities and dreams for your life
- Simplicity
- Using technology for good
Those are just a few. If you have specific topics you’d like to read about, feel free to leave me a comment.
Then as I’ve been in my recliner with my snuggly quilt and my laptop, I’ve been helping a dear friend prepare for a new book launch. She’s been working on a book for nine years, and I’m super excited to tell you more about it in the weeks ahead!
I’ve also been dreaming about this next school year. I’ll have three teenagers in high school, plus three in elementary school (6th, 3rd, 1st). I’m so much looking forward to feeling well enough to sit around the dining room table with them each morning.
I guess it all depends on how much energy we have. Dreams and goals and great ideas are fine, but truly, isn’t our entire life in His hands?
Be merciful to me, YHVH, for I am in distress;
my eyes grow weak with sorrow,
my soul and body with grief.
My life is consumed by anguish
and my years by groaning;
my strength fails because of my affliction,
and my bones grow weak…
But I trust in you, YHVH;
I say, ‘You are my God.’
My times are in your hands” (Psalm 31:9-10, 14-15, NIV).
I don’t heal from things as well as other people, and my opinion is that it’s because of Addison’s disease. Sometimes this really frustrates me!
However, when we’re sick, we learn a new sympathy for others.
“Praise be to the God and Father of our Master Yeshua the Messiah, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God” (2 Corinthians 1:3-4, NIV).
We also have time to pray, and I won’t have time like that once life gets busy again.
“On my bed I remember you;
I think of you through the watches of the night.
Because you are my help,
I sing in the shadow of your wings.
I cling to you;
your right hand upholds me” (Psalm 63:6-8, NIV).
I also have time to reevaluate just about everything. Am I worn down from doing too many “good” things and not enough of the “best” things? What are those “best” things? Being sick reminds me to go back to God’s priorities for my life.
“Teach us to number our days,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom” (Psalm 90:12, NIV).
So maybe you’ll see a new Bible study post from me soon. I sure would appreciate your prayers! If you’ve left comments for me and I haven’t responded, please be patient. I’m placing your questions on a list, and hopefully you’ll have an answer before you’ve forgotten what the question was.
And while you’re waiting? I guess you could go check out my blog archives! I’ve been blogging awhile, and there’s a good chance you might have missed a post or two.
You’re all very special to me! Don’t go anywhere!
Maria Holguin says
Praying for your healing in Yeshua’s precious name. Have your husband anoint you. with olive oil and pray for you while laying hands, also for your daughters. James 5:14-15
lisa says
Praying for your speedy recovery and return of full strength Anne! Shabbat Shalom!
CATH says
So true, when we are sick, we do learn new sympathy for others, and learn what is ‘really ‘ important. .. and….. thankfully , Yahweh turns all things for His Glory.
Use this precious time to draw even closer to our beloved, and I pray that He restore your health and energy soon.? but at the moment, this is His time with you.
Love and shalom
rebecca matthews says
Thank you for your honesty, may you be well soon, and may Abba use this time for His purposes , your times are in His hands.
Rivkah x
Marie says
I’ve been reading through your blogs (and enjoying them so!) and was about to skip this one, because it was a ‘summer’ update, but felt led to read it anyway and am so glad I did. Thank you for sharing about your Addison’s. I am somewhat familiar with it as it is one of a handful of conditions of which I had/and sometimes still have several shared symptoms, though it was confirmed that I have Lyme (the not-so-great imitator). Anyhow, it was this illness that led me to really evaluate my obedience to God. Throughout several years at different times He had shown me or led me to question Sunday as Sabbath, Christmas, and head covering, but for various reasons, I disobeyed. But when I began obeying, we found more truths which led us on our Torah journey as a family; praise YHWH! I’m thankful for all I have learned through this illness; it really does help us evaluate priorities and give us compassion for others. I love the Scriptures you shared in this article! What a blessing:)
Anne says
Marie, thank you SO much for sharing this! I was diagnosed with Addison’s disease in 2006, and it was because I was SO sick that year that I had “time” to read my Bible from cover and to search out the answers to questions I had. This led us to the Torah, too! I’m so thankful!!!!! I remember how amazed I was when I read Deuteronomy 28:22 for the first time. He is such a good Abba!
Marie says
Anne, yes, He is so good! He disciplines the ones he loves and so I count it a blessing. Not to sound dramatic, but I was so weak and having heart irregularities that while I was wanting to live, I was preparing to die; trying to prepare my young children to be as independent as possible, but most importantly did some serious soul searching! I also read the blessings and the curses with a whole new perspective! So awesome to hear how YHWH led you and your family to His Torah in such a like manner! So blessed by your blog and youtube videos.
Shabbat Shalom:)